Testimony 17 - John H.
As everyday goes by, I'm presented with a girl walking down the
street, a television show with women, my wife (gorgeous!!!), and other
things that remind me of what I have stopped doing (sex with self or
someone other than my spouse). Each of these "temptations" is real
and resistible. I know. I've resisted them for 34 days now. I feel
like I'm starting to grow from where I left off at 15. A guy is
supposed to learn to deal with these temptations and say "no." We are
supposed to say, I'm not going to accept anything but the REAL thing
with the RIGHT woman (the wife - not girlfriend, not one-night-stand,
not mast., etc.). None of those are properly fulfilling.
The more temptation I resist, the stronger I am, and the more
confident I am in the ability to resist - as long as I have God, which
I think is going to be what, an eternity now? So I think I'm covered..
I used to not believe this from other recovering addicts. But it is
true. It DOES get easier!
And if you are married, guess what? The sex with your WIFE gets
incredible! You won't NEED or WANT m once you get to this point.
Only the BEST for me man. None of that meaningless unfulfilling stuff for
me any more.
I would have never believed that before, but holy cow, it is true!
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